Yesterday was a huge setback. There really isn't any other way to describe it. Last week, I interviewed for my dream job. I'm not just saying this. No, this is the job that I would have secretly wanted no matter where I was working. There was so much about this specific teaching job that I loved and wanted. However, I found out yesterday that I did not get the job. There were three people left and I felt like all my struggles over the past years were finally paying off. Wrong!Suddenly, I find myself angry, hurt, and disappointed. I don't understand what exactly went wrong, but I feel like so much has. I am just so sad. I don't want to talk to anyone or do anything. Sometimes I feel like I am being a little oversensitive, but I cannot help wondering when life is going to stop dealing me such bad cards. I am honestly so tired of having my heart broken.
