For the first time in a long time, I cried. The tears have been falling since last night and they don't appear to be stopping anytime soon. All I can think is that I honestly hope he is happier now because otherwise I don't think it's worth me feeling this way. There have been so many times that I wanted to call him or tell him that I miss him. Then, I realize that those feelings won't be returned and it hurts so much more.
Sometimes, I wonder what I did wrong. I wonder what I did to lose him. I wonder why I'm not allowed to be happy when everyone else is.
Sometimes, I just hurt too much to be strong.
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