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Sunday, October 30, 2011

Appreciating Who I Am

Oh, hello anxiety. Welcome back.
It was silly for me to think that I'd rid myself of you, isn't it? I really thought you were gone, and I was kind of looking forward to the chance to be normal. I am pretty sure that was wishful thinking. So I guess it's time for a new approach. One of these days, I swear something better work. I guess I am going to start thinking about all the reasons I am lucky to be anxious. Seeing as you aren't leaving anytime soon, I might as well figure out how I can appreciate you. Instead of letting you define me, I need to decide who I am and why I am grateful for my struggle.
So here it goes...
  1. You make me productive. Heaven forbid I put anything off. You'll give me a panic attack. 
  2. You make me appreciate my good days. When I'm not stressed or anxious, I know it. 
  3. You show me how many people love me. My friends really support me when you get bad.
  4. You make me compassionate. I can relate and help others with a new understanding. 
  5. You show me how strong I am. There is no room for weakness with you around.

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