After being out of town for the past two weeks, it's really great to be home. I love vacations, but living out of a suitcase almost killed me. Between catching planes, sightseeing, and entertaining others, I didn't have much time to relax. I loved California. It's so pretty there and the weather was amazing. Blue skies and sunshine! Then, up north with my family was tons of fun. I haven't played with my little cousins in quite some time. I forgot how much I missed them!
Recently, my stress levels have been sky high. (While it was easy to forget all about it on vacation, coming home to so much work has really made things worse.) I have so much planning I need to get through before school starts and my friends are starting to get on me for not having enough time to see them. Honestly, I am beginning to feel like people are expecting more out of me than I can give.
I am certain that I am about to sound conceited but I'm okay with it right now. I know that I am a good person. I have tons of flaws- stubborn, opinionated, forgetful- but I'm filled with good qualities... I'll stand up for you even if I don't agree with you, I work hard at my friendships, I'm quick to forgive (as long as you are sorry), and I will support you no matter what. It hurts more than anything when people can't give me that same kind of respect. I know that I have things to work on; I'm no where near perfect. Sometimes, I wish that I had more free time to do fun things. Yet, I like who I am now and I like who I am working to become. One day I know that all of my hard work is going to pay off. I like to believe that no matter how hard things get, it will be worth it in the end...
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