Bring on the Passion!

I am beginning to lack inspiration. It used to be that I walked through each day and my mind filled with endless ideas for my next post. I didn't write consistently but when I finally got the chance to sit down at my computer, I had tons to say. The words poured out of me, releasing every known emotion as they went. Now, I feel almost as if I've run dry.

It's weird, really. My inspiration hasn't just died when it comes to writing. I'm finding that every day activities seem to be lacking as well. I wouldn't say that I'm depressed again. It's a completely different feeling. It's almost as if I'm bored... My daily tasks don't seem to entertain me in the same way that they used to. I'm not excited to go places or see very many people. I feel like my life is lacking passion.

Now, I'm not expecting that someone sweeps me off my feet or forces me to dance in the rain. The people in my life are hardly to blame. Yet, I want something new and exciting. I'm ready to move on to the next stage in my life. As much as I like being a kid, I've outgrown it -- physically and mentally. I'd like to go out with my friends, drink, laugh, try new things.
When it comes to love, I don't want to be scared (him, either). I want to fall into each others' arms and kiss, with no intention of stopping. I want to feel loved for my flaws, not in spite of them. We should take the idea of being "best friends" to the next level -- with heartfelt compliments, love, and laughter.

Maybe it's good that I'm going on vacation for a week. Maybe I just need a break, to come back with a refreshed attitude. Regardless, I'm ready to be swept up in living. I'm ready for a little bit of passion