Break the cycle?!

Maybe it's just me, but do you know how sometimes you just feel stuck? Every day, I wake up with the impression that things will be different. Something has changed. So, I get out of bed, take a shower, style my hair a little differently than the day before. Grab something new for breakfast and put on a different outfit. Yet, everything is exactly the same. I am in the same "blah" mood as I wait for the day to drag on long enough before it's a reasonable go to bed. Then I repeat the process all over again. Today, I even went as far as having my hair trimmed because honestly, a fresh cut hair is a good thing. Don't get me wrong, I do a lot in between getting dressed and going to bed. I go to my cousin's play or make cupcakes for a loved ones birthday, or even pack for my return to college... the to-do list never ends. For the first time ever, I am trying to embrace change and nothing's happening. I feel like I am riding one of those stationary bikes, and no matter how hard I peddle, I still don't move. Seriously annoying!

In a rut

Actually, that picture describes my emotion perfectly. Everything around is probably so beautiful, but I'm too busy trying to figure out how to get moving that I don't even notice. Then again, I'm a little sick of this positive thinking junk. I wake up every morning with this great plan for the day, and I end up just going through the motions until tomorrow starts. I'm only days away from moving back to school, and I could seriously use a vacation! How do I possibly break this cycle?!

Sorry this post turned into a total "Bitch-fest." I just feel like I've really hit the wall recently and I need some creative and fun ways to spend the last few days of summer. Ideas?