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Saturday, April 30, 2011

Don't Dwell-- Change It

I cannot believe how quickly my life is moving. I have one year left in college. While I am pretty happy to have survived, a small part of me is a little sad to see these years slip away. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my past 3 years. The worst realization came over me late last night... I am alone here. If I am lucky, I will keep 3 friends from college. It's not that I don't want to keep in touch with more, but I just don't see it happening. Each year, I pop into a new group of friends and when the school year ends, I pop right back out. It doesn't even feel like my choice, more that is how things have been working for me. I find things to love about each group, but still, they don't seem to become a permanent piece of my life. This is my biggest regret.

So instead of complaining about how my life never seems to work out the way I want, I am going to do something about it. I have decided to make a bucket list for my senior year. I plan to fill it with the things that I must do before I leave Ann Arbor. Here are a couple...
  1. Go to every museum on campus
  2. Have a picnic in the arb
  3. Paint in the graffiti alley 
  4. Go to a comedy club
  5. See a school production
  6. Attend another drag show
  7. Go ice skating at Yost
  8. Pull an all-nighter to play with friends
  9. Host a party
  10. Take tons of pictures
(Suggestions are always welcome)

2 comments:

  1. even if these groups don't become a permanent part of your life, you take memories/qualities from them that help you grow into you:) a growing permanence--:) and i love you made a sr. yr bucket list--enjoy life xoxo

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  2. you went to a drag show?! i want to go to one!!! let me know when you go to another!

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